A Little Bit About Me
Allah is first in my life, I'm seeking His Face. I have a 15 year old son and run my own business.
I am well read on a lot of subjects, especially Religion, I read them all. I've come to realize it's a puzzle, Allah has given us clues and it is our job to take the time to find Him, this is the Goal spoken of in the Quran. I believe we must find our Soulmate and return to Him, But most of us are too caught up in this World which is a test for us. I don't care what other people think of me, I won't know them on Judgment Day. I only care about what Allah thinks of me, He knows me better than I know myself. My goal in this Lifetime is to become perfect for Allah, that's when everything falls into place. I believe The Kingdom is available to us in this realm, but we have to work for it. I'm complicated and brutally Honest, so the weak need not apply ;)
I'm a DEEP Thinker and a DEEPER Feeler, I'm very much in touch with the Invisible World now that I have come to hate the Visible one made with "Man's Hands". I ponder Allah's Order in the Universe, especially in The Sky and in Nature, this makes the Chaos Man has created very apparent to me. I've been told that my thoughts about most subjects can be overwhelming and intimidating because they are so different from what we have been programmed to believe. I put everything "out there" right off the bat because there is no reason to beat around the bush or pretend to be someone I'm not. Most men can't lower their Ego enough to open their Mind to something new, which is fine because I only need to find THE ONE that can :)
As far as looks go, I don't have a particular "type", but I have to admit I am attracted to men my age or younger. In the past, I married "ugly", trying to look more at the inside rather than the outside. I learned my lesson that looks are important, because when I realized he didn't have a Brain or a Soul, I had nothing left, so I won't make that mistake again.
I am VERY opinionated about Politics, I believe all the Governments are Evil and I have no use for them. They are ALL ONE Elite Entity, driven by Power and Greed, causing "Mischief and Bloodshed" on the Earth. They Lie to Instill Fear and Oppress the Innocent, when their only job should be making sure everyone is fed and has their basic needs. If you work for the Government, we probably won't get along.
I have a gift for making money, but I detest it, I would rather lead a simple life. I am on a Spiritual Path, Money and Materialism are only to show off and make others Envy, which are both grave sins.
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What I Am Looking For
I'm looking for my other half, since Allah Created us in pairs. I am open minded and am seeking the same in my partner. I am humble, which is the first step to growing my Soul, my partner must be humble too since Pride is competing with Allah. I'm looking for someone who respects Women, I have a Brain and thanks to Allah, understanding, so I like to discuss everything. I don't speak Arabic, so I need someone who speaks English well.
I was born and grew up in the US, this is the only culture I know. I respect all cultures, and appreciate the differences in them, (except Bowing down to the Queen of course). I don't do "Sects" because The Quran tells us not to, but my family is Sunni.
I don't respond to profiles without pictures, for all I know, you could be my "ugly" ex-husband.
I want someone who is Honest, Patient and Kind, just like me :)
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